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mother mother - TRACY BONHAM |
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My good friend Holly is so right. I refuse to sit around and let circumstances out of my control depress me. --- You do what you need to do. In the mean time, I'll be living my life. And if sometime along the way you want to find me, well, I'll be here. --- Ahh. That feels much better. In other news, I started a weird diet today. My mom is mad at me because she says I don't need to lose any weight, but I want to be 49 pounds damnit. Ha. It's actually more of just "eating healthier" than a diet. It's weird but it's made me feel better physically and emotionally so I plan to keep it up. I have a lot of big goals for myself this year and I'm hoping I have the strength and will to achieve them all. I want to live with friends so I can always have someone to talk to, and climb into bed with during a thunderstorm, and have someone to blame when I run out of toilet paper. Soo if anyone is interested in having little ole me as a roomate.. wink wink. Well, tomorrow I have a lot to do so I need my beauty sleep. Ciao.
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| Cigarette Smoke. |
[13 Dec 2009|01:03am] |
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magic - BEN FOLDS |
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I have decided that I am most definitely getting another tattoo. Maybe two. I really love the song Magic by Ben Folds. I am letting go of a dream I've had for a long time. I want to travel as much as I can. I'm starting a diet tomorrow. Recent events have inspired me to write 4 new songs. They are good. If I could only pick five things to have available to me for the rest of my life, I would choose: music, sunshine, a cool breeze, nature and a friend. Like I said before, this life is pretty fucked up. I have never met a man who seemed more interested in me than in my ability to have sex with him. PATHETIC. People confuse me.
I decided to stay in tonight, not feeling so well physically and emotionally.
Due to pure boredom, I will do something I never thought I would do again.
Yikes.
I AM: A lost soul in this world.
I WANT: My family to be healthy and happy.
I HAVE: Too many dreams to be healthy.
I WISH: Magic was real.
I HATE: When people say one thing and do another.
I MISS: Being a kid. Everything was so much easier.
I FEAR: Nothing, anymore.
I HEAR: Beautiful Regina Spektor's voice singing me to sleep.
I SEARCH: For my place to fit in on this earth.
I WONDER: If I will ever find real happiness.
I LOVE: Music and how it speaks to my soul in ways that I can't explain.
I ACHE: Well, just my heart kind of does now.
I ALWAYS: Say things out loud when I should keep them to myself, and vice-versa.
I AM NOT: Quite ready to completely give up on this life yet.
I DANCE: Like a frog in a blender.
I SING: My god-damned heart out.
I CRY: Not so much anymore. I think I'm numb to it all.
I WRITE: Down what I feel in my soul to make beautiful music.
I WIN: Never at anything, unfortunately.
I LOSE: Almost always. Tough luck.
I CONFUSE: Easily.
I NEED: A person who is just as confused as I am to live this life alongside me.
I SHOULD: Dip into some CC but it's a little late.
MY FATHER THINKS I AM: Daddy's little girl, and I am.
MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: Mommy's little girl, and I am.
MY BF/GF THINKS I AM: Single.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: Making sure that other people are happy.
WHAT UPSETS YOU: People that intentionally try and ruin other people's chances.
DO YOU KEEP A DIARY: Duh. This is one.
DO YOU LIKE TO COOK: Getting better at it (in case there are prospective husbands out there.
DO YOU HAVE A SECRET: Did. Not anymore. Wish I could go back and keep it a secret.
ARE YOU IN LOVE: Do I even know what that is anyway? Who the hell does.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: It's hard to believe in real love.
WHO IS THE HOTTEST MAN YOU KNOW: I have always liked Gabriel Macht for some reason.
WHO IS THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: If I can't pick myself, I don't want to pick anyone.
WHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS: Lately, my bottle of Johnny Love.
WHO KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: My dearest sister of course.
WHO IS YOUR CRUSH: Ha. I think he knows.
DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS: Yes and I plan to get more very soon.
DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: Not yet but I think that could be a good look for me.
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Extremely well. I couldn't ask for better parents.
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes, of course. And I'm wearing my cowboy boots with my dress.
DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: I relate to them a lot. I love listening to them.
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Makeout, duh.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot cocoa with three marshmallows!
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED: No, I'm a big girl.
HELPED SOMEONE: Earlier I helped a lady at the grocery store bag her groceries.
BOUGHT SOMETHING: Some Christmas gifts and some cigarettes.
GOTTEN SICK: Not physically...
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: For my birthday we did. The waiter gave me lots of free stuff!
SAID "I LOVE YOU": Not in the last 24 hours, no.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: Yes, but I didn't send it and I never will.
TALKED TO AN EX: No, thank god. He's finally leaving me alone.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: I thought this counted.
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON: Apparently talking isn't whats good right now.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: I don't like serious talks, or serious anything for that matter.
MISSED SOMEONE: Oh yes, so much it hurts.
HUGGED SOMEONE: My momma always gives the best hugs and she can always tell when I need one.
NAME TEN BANDS YOU LISTEN TO:
1)Ben Folds Five
2)Regina Spektor
3)Weezer
4)Say Anything
5)OutKast
6)Radiohead
7)Mika
8)Ben Folds
9)Dashboard Confessional
10)Gavin Degraw
WOULD YOU EVER..
EAT A BUG: Yeah, I'll pretty much eat anything for money. Is that wrong?
BUNGEE JUMP: As long as the cord breaks.
KISS SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: Yeah, sure.
GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS: That's stupid. I only go out with people for their money.
BE A VEGETARIAN: Does that include... bacon?
WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES: I actually did today. I think it looks hot.
SING KARAOKE: Yes!!!!! I'm dying to go, someone please take me karaokeing at gay bars.
GET DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS: I probably am right now.
SHOPLIFT: Hey, c'est la vie. I think you should experience everything at least once.
STAR IN A PORNO: I don't think I could go long enough to star. Maybe a supporting role.
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE: Not really my color. These questions suck old man ball sacks.
MAKE SOMEONE CRY: Only if they're wearing Crocs. Those people deserve what's coming to them.
KICK A BABY: How else are you supposed to shut it up?
DATE SOMEONE TEN YEARS OLDER THAN YOU: Been there. Done that. Don't recommend it.
TEN BANDS YOU HAVE SEEN LIVE:
1)Aerosmith
2)Goo Goo Dolls
3)Dave Matthews Band
4)Green Day
5)Kenny Chesney
6)Brad Paisley
7)Third Eye Blind
8)Tom Petty
9)The Wallflowers
10)Cheap Trick
Man. I need to start going to concerts more often.
NINE THINGS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO:
1)Going to sleep. At least life doesn't depress me in my dreams. Yet.
2)Visiting Holly in DC as soon as I can.
3)Summer road trip. So far away.
4)Starting classes again in January.
5)Seeing my sister over winter break.
6)Seeing old friends over winter break.
7)Drinking a lot this week.
8)Doing a lot of other things that accompany drinking this week.
9)Seeing a beach again.
EIGHT THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY
1)The ring my sister got me from Barcelona around my neck.
2)Something plaid.
3)Shoes that are never appropriate for the weather.
4)Headphones.
5)Tattoos.
6)Hairspray.
7)Some type of clothing usually.
8)A smile, even if I don't want to.
SEVEN RANDOM SENTENCES:
1)I never knew it would be this hard to lose something I never had.
2)You don't wear black lingerie unless you want someone to see it.
3)My heart hurts.
4)I don't really cook much. I kinda was just hoping to get by on my looks.
5)Don't cry. Just score it as an incomplete forward pass.
6)Forgive me father for I may sin tonight.
7)Coming orally in a toilet is just a fancy way of saying 'throwing up'
SIX WORDS:
1)Beauty.
2)Soul.
3)Spirit.
4)Faith.
5)Hope.
6)Love.
FIVE MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1)Requiem For A Dream.
2)Secretary.
3)La Vita E Bella.
4)Blow.
5)Crash.
FOUR PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH:
1)Holly, duh.
2)Reynaldo.
3)Jon Bauer.
4)Harrison Ford.
THREE BOYS YOU HAVE KISSED
1)________________.
2)The guy who plays Santa at the Mall (yes, I'm serious).
3)Landon from the Real World (yes, I'm serious).
TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT THIS MOMENT:
1)"You Don't Know Me"- Ben Folds feat. Regina Spektor
2)"Laughing With"- Regina Spektor
ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH:
1)The right one.
WHATS THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME: Duh. Katie. Be. Me.
WHAT DO YOU DREAM ABOUT: Living the carefree, spontaneous and exciting life I was born for.
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE: Anyone that strives to make the world a better place.
NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES: John, Paul, George, Ringo, and Stuart Sutcliffe.
MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS: Too young to really know what heartbreak was.
NAME ONE TV CHARACTER YOU'D MOST WANT TO BE: Haley James on One Tree Hill.
WHAT TALK SHOW WOULD YOU WANT TO BE A GUEST ON: Conan O'Brien. I would laugh so hard I'd pee.
WEIRD SLEEPING HABITS: When I'm drunk I like to sleep with a bag of McDonald's next to me.
WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER: Depends. Either be productive, or lots of drugs.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW: "You Don't Know Me" - Ben Folds feat. Regina Spektor
YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR: T-shirt and panties.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES: I like to be barefoot.
NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
1)Woodstock.
2)Peter Griffin.
3)Homer Simpson.
IF I WERE A MONTH I WOULD BE: October.
IF I WERE A DAY OF THE WEEK I WOULD BE: Thursday.
IF I WERE A TIME OF DAY I WOULD BE: Dusk.
IF I WERE A SEA ANIMAL I WOULD BE: Dolphin.
IF I WERE A DIRECTION I WOULD BE: South.
IF I WERE A PIECE OF FURNITURE I WOULD BE: Bed.
IF I WERE A LIQUID I WOULD BE: Vodka.
IF I WERE A STONE I WOULD BE: Whetstone :)
IF I WERE A TREE I WOULD BE: Weeping Willow.
IF I WERE A TOOL I WOULD BE: My ex-boyfriend.
IF I WERE A KIND OF WEATHER I WOULD BE: Rain.
IF I WERE A MYTHICAL CREATURE I WOULD BE: Vampire.
IF I WERE A COLOR I WOULD BE: Gray.
IF I WERE AN EMOTION I WOULD BE: Nostalgic.
IF I WERE A SOUND I WOULD BE: Sigh.
IF I WERE A MOVIE I WOULD BE: Requiem For A Dream.
IF I WERE A PLACE I WOULD BE: Ocean.
IF I WERE A SCENT I WOULD BE: Forest.
IF I WERE AN OBJECT I WOULD BE: Cocaine.
IF I WERE A NUMBER I WOULD BE: Four.
Welp. That was a fabulous waste of 20 minutes of my life. I'm glad that after reading that, you probably don't know much more about me than you did before. Joke's on you I guess. Ciao.
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| Goodbye. |
[11 Dec 2009|11:57pm] |
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heart of the matter- DON HENLEY |
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Life is pretty fucked up. I don't think I will ever just have a normal, regular life. I guess that can be good, but most lately for me it's been very bad. I feel so lost. Like I've lost that fire that used to live inside me. Sometimes I think I can feel it again, but then something happens that reassures me I was mistaken. I will find a way in this life, about that I am certain. I just don't know how long it will take and how many more mistakes I will have to live through until I do. I've always been one to live in the moment and not think about consequences until after something has already been done. That part of me has been screwing me over lately. Life is just one big lie. No matter what you do, you can never win. I know that now. If you keep things inside, you will never find true happiness. If you let things air out you get completely fucked by people who only wanted to hear you say it, then go on their way. I am sure now more than ever that I was not meant for this life. I don't fit in anywhere. I'm just a lost soul wandering this earth and riding on the breeze.
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[08 Dec 2009|09:10pm] |
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hands down- DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL |
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" You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met... "
I've started writing music again. Seems to take up a lot of my time these days. I wonder if anyone even reads this anymore.
<3
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| Down and out. |
[06 Dec 2009|10:19am] |
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laugh with - REGINA SPEKTOR |
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I decided no thinking about things today. Today I'm just going to be a kid, no responsibilities, no cares. I need that right about now. I'll be watching my team (hopefully) whoop some ass and hanging on to a playoff spot. Having a few... drinks. I haven't gotten pleasantly tipsy in awhile so this could be fun :) hehe. Another project I have on the agenda for today is to do some spring cleaning in my Limewire library. So many songs, so unorganized, so much I need to add to it. Music has kind of been my release lately. It's a place I can go and always feel like someone else is going through my troubles with me. Time for my breakfast screwdriver. Ciao.
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| Such great heights. |
[05 Dec 2009|02:59am] |
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the blowers daughter - DAMIEN RICE |
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It's so hard to bite my tongue when I have so many things to say. I'm in this position in the first place for not opening my mouth when I should have, So why do I keep telling myself to keep my mouth shut now?
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| Back where I belong. |
[04 Dec 2009|11:38pm] |
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Everyone,
It's been... longer than it should have been since I've written in here. This always used to be my escape, the place I could get things off my chest. I haven't had that in awhile and even if no one ever reads it... I think it will help. These past few years have really opened my eyes a lot. I've been in a lot of terrible situations and made a lot of bad choices, but these choices have shown me exactly what I DON'T want for my life, so I don't regret a single one of them. I have realized, however, that I have a long way to go before I'm the person I want to be. I'm excited to begin the journey and excited for what I will learn and who I will meet on the way. In retrospect, I am sad for the people I've lost along the way. There's a big handful of you that I've completely lost touch with and I hate myself for that. I hope I can reconnect with you soon, and I promise when I do I won't lose you again. Anyway, it feels good to get my feelings out there again and not have to keep them all bottled up inside. I'm sure I'll be writing in here a lot... I always have plenty of things to say :) Here's to a new beginning !
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Pirates of the Caribbean 2- Dead Man's Chest:
ok i dont want to spoil it for anyone who might not have seen it yet so ill just tell you this one little thing, just to give you some context- it's a HORRIBLE MOVIE. i went and did the research on how they came up with this movie and basically it was inspired by old-school robot pirates. im talking chuckie cheese style, like SUB-chuckie cheese style. so thats where they were starting from for the movie and they basically took a step backwards.. its worse than bad animatronic pirates. the structure of the movie, the best that i can tell is they loaded about 4 or 5 different screenplays into a shotgun and then just pulled the trigger and then sent someone, like a PA around to just pick up random words and piece them together and then hand that to the actors. and then even THAT script was lost about halfway through shooting and then the director just made it up everyday... "ok and then today this person shows up.. and they're a pirate.." and the other thing about this movie, is just everyone was a pirate. just everybody. like if you were in the first movie and weren't a pirate, you're now a pirate in this movie. EVERYBODY gets to be a pirate. it was ridiculous how many pirates there were. i mean, and im not just saying that because i dont like pirates. im just telling you there were just TOO many pirates. some of them were fish pirates and some of them had always been pirates and some of them were half-dead and some of them were full-dead, and then just some of them were pretending to be pirates.... the only thing to which there are more than pirates in this movie, are plot lines. Everybody gets a plot line, like if you’re a dog you get a plot line. If you’re a ship you definitely get a plot line. All the ships get a good plot line. The ocean gets a plot line… uh if you’re a single body part a lot of times you get your own plot line like if you’re just an eye, or a heart or something you get your own story, but they don’t finish ANY of them. They think about it, but then they just keep adding more plot lines, like literally the last line of the movie is a new plot line. it’s a never ending story.. But with no luck dragon. Another overall note about the movie that I thought was very interesting was the directing, I mean the director.. I’m not actually sure if there WAS a director, but im told.. There was a name came up, and ill tell you this much- it could have used a lot more gore and a lot less bad dialogue. And by the way, there’s this “alleged pirate code” I don’t think it exists because they go against it, there’s no honor amongst pirates. And apparently there’s no honor amongst filmmakers because whoever made this film didn’t really care about the fact that it was going to be terrible. My advice to you regarding this movie would be to just save your money! Just dress up like a clown, jump into a giant aquarium and sing the lyrics to Hit Me With Your Best Shot by Pat Benetar backwards. At least THAT would make more sense than Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man’s Chest.
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| this weekend was more random than ever |
[23 May 2005|03:30pm] |
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Once Upon A Time....
it was friday night and paul and i decided that wee-tee sounded like a super fab plan so we hitchhiked a ride to the ole course and played mini golf into the wee hours of the night. we all had secret code names too:
libs = eeerrrgh
paul = bloooop
me = hey you touched my boob
yeah. i always get the coolest name ;) haha so anywho.. after we played the mini golf course (which paul only beat me by ONE STROKE) and drove some balls Happy Gilmore style, then libby and i drove around the lights of town pondering what we should do with the rest of our completely awesome kick-ass friday night. it was then that Bralin called us and goes "ay yo trip check dis out there be a partay at my boo's hizzouse" so we headed over there with chris, dre, lexi, kristen and bralin - it was pretty lame and the house smelled like dogs and bleach so we paid our dues and decided to head to a different party. the night pretty much went on like this as we hopped from party to party never finding satisfaction in any of them. so after awhile we called it a night and headed to christopher robin's house. we ate pizzas and drank sunkist and some of it came out my nose i was laughing so hard. (i always do around those two punks) and eventually we fell into a deep slumber..
we woke up in the morning to the smell of pancakes and chris' mom shouting "BACON! I have the BACON!!" haha. we had a hearty meal and then we headed home. once i reached my humble abode i spent the day sleeping and owning at poker online. then i realized it was about 8:00 at night and there was no way in god's green earth that i was staying at home. that's when batman picked me up in the batmobile and came to my rescue! we hi-tailed it to chase's house where we met greg elise dre and lexi. then we went to Stacy's house. i had never met her before until that night but let me just say- what a SWEETHEART. she was the coolest. so everyone had some beers, but myself. i was the designated dildo.. i mean driver. oops. so i hauled everyone's asses around for the remainder of the night. wasn't that bad though i actually had a real good time ! then we just crashed at christopher robin's again because i was too lazy to come home plus there were no sober people to drive me here.
so we awoke at precisely 12:00 noon. dre chase and myself were then informed that chris had gone away (to work) and they were leaving soon. we had a slight problem though - NO CAR TO GET HOME. oh no. i know what you're thinking.. how did they get home? well i am so smart that i suggested we walk home . haha no one else was really down with that so we just walked to elise's house and she took us all to chase's. what a sweet girl ! i love elisey so much she is the best ever and ever!! so we got to chase's only to leave soon after and went to see Star Wars 3 which was pretty damn crispy if you ask me (lol) - then i came home and had a good sleep.
The End.
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| ENOUGH |
[20 May 2005|05:50pm] |
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*DISCLAIMER*
i am not trying to "boy bash" or use steretypes.
i would like to think most men are not shitheads like this and personally know many guys who are very sweet... but if i hear one more man pull some holier than thou attitude and tell me what i should feel with my emotions or do with my body i swear i will go on a shooting rampage. and that's that.
American Cities That Best Fit You:
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75% Austin |
75% Denver |
65% San Diego |
60% Las Vegas |
55% Seattle |
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| Neato Gang! |
[20 May 2005|02:25pm] |
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YAY!
I won $75 last night.
I guess I'm getting good at this thing they call poker...
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| One of those days |
[19 May 2005|12:42pm] |
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Ugh, what a freaking gay show I'm watching. It's called My Sweet 16, on MTV. It's about a rich girl's 16th birthday party and all she does is bitch and moan and whine cause LIKE OMG my parents won't buy me my dream dress that costs 10,000 million dollars. OMG I have like the worst life everrr! *Cries* Jesus. Stupid whiny bitch whore. hahaha
Jesus. Yes. Thats my bit on that.
Anywwwway.
Last night's weather matched my mood quite accurately. Pouring rain all night. Quite disgusting! Bleh. It just was a bad night....all in all. I'll leave it at that. Except when Libby came over later to watch a movie. Yay. That was super fun <3
i've been waiting for answers
dancing in circles, making me sick
i've been chained like a tiger
to hundreds of liars all holding hands
gonna get ready, gonna get ready
now i'm calling all the time
all i wanted was a little bit
of time for me to try, try to get up
i'm gonna get up
all they wanted was a little bit of time for me
to clear my head .. to clear my head
<3 katie
xoxoxoxoxo
OH and in other news: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICAH !!!! if you're reading this- i miss hanging out with you, we got to do that soon !
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| super fab |
[17 May 2005|06:46am] |
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this past weekend was a good one. probably one of the best i have had in awhile. friday was super fab (already talked about that one) and saturday was awesome too ! i pretty much slept all day, but thats good because i hadn't slept in probably like a year prior to that. then i woke up in the afternoon and pondered going to prom. i was going to go but at the last minute it didn't work out. it's ok though, i don't really mind that much. to some girls prom is the biggest thing in the world, but to me it was never really THAT big of a deal. i would have liked to gone, but it's alright ! no worries (: so yeah instead of going to prom andrew came and picked me up and we drove around for awhile. then we went to his house where there were like 29 kids running around! haha it was pretty sweet though cuz i knew like half of them from babysitting. so we hung out with those kiddos for awhile and then andrew wrote me a song on the guitar!! it is the prettiest song i have ever heard in my life (no lie) and i really hope he doesn't forget how to play it because its MY SONG and if he does i will probably kill him. then brodie and ally came over. they didnt stay long but i cant blame them. i mean andrew IS pretty boring..
hahahha
totally joking
he is the funnest.
YEAH for sure. so once they left we called the most awesome person in the universe! (chase) and he told us that we could come over if we wanted. but andrew and i, being the sweetness that we are, made a pit stop at taco bell before hand because i'm pretty sure i hadn't eaten all day. it was good. YUM. so we get to chase's and he had a surprise for me... he got me a guitar pick from the GreenDay concert and I LOVE IT ! he is the best ever!! then others start showing up and we all have a great time. oodles of people were there.. OK well not 'oodles' but there were enough people there. diondre was hilarious though- best part of the night definitely...
DIONDRE: "Hey guys. Where's Chase?"
ME: "Ummm Diondre, he's right here"
DIONDRE: "You guys we are in Chase's house. He doesn't even know we're here.. he's gonna be mad guys."
ME: "Diondre, he's RIGHT HERE"
DIONDRE: "Give me my phone, I have to call him.. (looks through phone) OK Wait. What's Chase's name again?"
oh dear.
hahaha that was awesome. and then he started mumbling something about 2 for 1 deals and ghost stories and pop tarts! (dont ask) but it was really funny and i had an awesome time. i always love hanging out with those guys. OH what made the night even better is that is was me and chase's 3 month anniversay! yay! i feel like just the luckiest girl in the world, and anytime im with him is special to me. but saturday night was real special. what a great boyfriend (: i heart you chase ! .. then morning eventually came. we all woke up and decided that there was only one sane thing to do. I-HOP. so we did. and let me tell you.. ORGASM IN MY MOUTH haha i honestly dont think i have ever been more excited to eat food.
so sunday i got home from I-HOP, slept all day and woke up just in time to call people and tell them to come over to my house to watch Family Guy. so some people came over, we watched that (which was awesome)
Peter: "OK Bonnie you've been pregnant for like 6 years. Either have the baby or don't"
haha
then everyone left except for my boo chase. haha he stayed and we got food and played crazy eights and watched more Family Guy. what a sweet night ! it was really fun, i'm not going to lie. well. that just about wraps up my splendid weekend ! it was crazy cool but now i have to go take a FINAL final! my last one ever and also my last day of highschool ever!! HOW EXCITED AM I????! yeah, so peace out everyone
take it easy
<3 katie
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[14 May 2005|01:46am] |
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WELL. tonight was a really fun night for not having anything to dO! first matty-murr picked me up and we went to the mall so he could get some new kicks! they look really good on him :) then he took me for a surprise -- EMO'S ! i hadn't been there yet this year so it was a really fun surprise. while we were there some guy drove by in a truck and yelled at me and i could have sworn it was alex, but later i found out it wasn't.. so i'm still wondering who that was.. anyway, then i came home and hung out with my cousin elizabeth for awhile. she is so cute! she is getting so much older (5 now) and you can actually have a real conversation with her ! today she informed me that she is a "cardnials fan" and i told her to get the hell out of my house. haha just kidding, she does have a LOT to learn however, so i plan to educate her on the sweetness and kick-assness of the Cubs and take her to one of their games this summer. YEAH so then after i hung out with her, i went to robins house so we could find something to do. we called lofgren and met up with him and steve at Speedway for awhile. it was cool and i always love seeing those two guys ! they are the best. then after speedway robin and i went to Dairy Queen and got ice cream! it was so gooood. hit the spot! we came back to my house with it and watched a tape we made a long time ago.. hahhaahhahahahha good times. then mark and griffin came over for awhile and chilled . THEN the best part of the night - we went to drew's house and played kemps ! it was me and drew V. robin and ben ~ AND LET ME TELL YOU- DREW AND I ARE THE ULTIMATE KEMPS TEAM. we raped them. hahha (not literally) but it was such a good time. what fun people to spend the night with ! and now im going to go upstairs and watch Family Guy and think about the awesomeness of my night - :) haha
gooodnight
<3 katie
xoxoxox
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| Give ME Novocaine |
[11 May 2005|02:50pm] |
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GREEN DAY WAS LAST NIGHT AND IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!! WOW. I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO A CONCERT AS GOOD AS THAT ONE BEFORE, NO JOKE! AND I CAN'T STOP TYPING IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE NOT EVEN THIS CAN EMPHASIZE HOW COMPLETELY KICK-ASS THE CONCERT WAS. haha ok but seriously it was amazing. all you kiddos going to see it in the next week are in for a treat, i'll tell you that much. ANYWAY- i had 3 more finals today. they went pretty bad but im at the point where i really just dont care. i have one tomorrow and two next week and then i am done with high school for good. I CAN'T WAIT :)
so I saw this in someone's profile the other day:
Smell her hair. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. Just hold her hand. Tell her she looks beautiful. Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Protect her. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her. She'll scream and fight you, but secretly she'll love it. Sit in the park and talk to her. Just walk around with her. Tell her stupid jokes. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Slow dance with her. Kiss her in the rain. When she starts swearing at you, make her laugh. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Get her mad, then kiss her. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Stay up with her when she's sick. Kiss her forehead. Let her wear your clothes. Go slow. Don't push anything. And when you fall in love with her... tell her.
That's so cute! And it's also what every girl wants, so I thought I would spell it out easy for all you clueless guys out there. haha OH dear
I am super tired now so I think I'm going to go crash in my bed for the rest of the night. Peace.
<3 katie
xoxoxoxox
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01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be . . .
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
muah
xoxoxoxo
<3 katie
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| I FEEL GOOD |
[04 May 2005|03:15pm] |
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so today was probably one of the best school days i have ever had. not in the respect that classes were easy or anything, but everyone just seemed to be in such a good mood! people were really friendly and i talked to a lot of people that i dont usually see at school (like adam lofgren- the all around coolest guy in the world, ben hammer who i always am happy to see, and paul! i miss that crazy dude) plus it was really gorgeous outside today.. and all day i was just thinking to myself why can't everyday be like this? i was really truly happy today ! and then i realized that everyday CAN be like that, i just have to allow it to be. i always over-analyze little things and read too much into stuff when i should just not even worry about the stupid things. i let them bring down my mood way too much. and then i am no fun to be around and nobody likes to be around me when im in a bad mood. SO today has really been an eye-opener for me, and i think im going to be a lot happier from now on ! it might also have to do with the fact that summer is so damn close ~! i cant wait :) so yay. today was good !
anyway, i had the best sleep i think i have ever had last night. it was the ultimate powersnooze. but unfortunately it didnt last long... OH WELL it was nice while it lasted.
TODAY PAUL TOLD ME I WAS HIS ALL-TIME FAVORITE BITCH ! what an honor ! i have to say, that was definitely the best compliment i received all day by far.
as for the job scene? yeah not happening so much. no where is hiring... no where that i am interested in working anyway lol anyone at all have any ideas for a job that i can do?
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What is your favorite--
gum:orbit
drink: i do love strawberry daquaris :)
season: autumn
type of weather:70's and sunny
emotion: happiness.. duh!
thing to do on a half day: go out to lunch with friends
late-night activity: playing poker
sport: to play- football, to watch- baseball
city: a city in SDakota that was absolutly beautiful
store: urban outfitters
When was the last time you--
cried: last night
played a sport: basketball with colin last weekend
laughed: five minutes ago on the phone with my mom
hugged someone: ben hammer during 6th hour
kissed someone: yesterday
felt depressed: not long ago
felt elated: would probably help if i knew what elated meant
faked sick: last tuesday.. haha go me
lied: last night
What was the last--
word you said: biznitch.. and im completely serious
thing you ate: tortilla chips and salsa
song you listened to: burning bridges/garth brooks
thing you drank: pink lemonade
place you went to: school
movie you saw: hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
movie you rented: the notebook
concert you attended: aerosmith.. but green day next week!
Who was the last person you--
hugged: ben hammer .. lol
cried over: my boo
kissed: chase :)
danced with: i think it was jimmy during choir
shared a secret with: libby
had a sleepover with: um.. HAHA i probably shouldn't say in here
called: colin
went to a movie with: chase and chris
saw: my brother
were angry with: mrs. kelone
couldn't take your eyes off of: some guy at the stoplight next to me
obsessed over: clive owen
Have you ever--
danced in the rain: no but its something i have always wanted to do
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: technically everyone has
drank alcohol: yes
slept around: no, i'm not like that
partied 'til the sun came up: a couple times
had a movie marathon: yeah!! disney movie marathon (woot)
gone too far on a dare: its been too long to tell
spun until you were dizzy: lets just say dont EVER give me a swivel chair
taken a survey quite like this before: probably out of my immense boredom
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WELL that was fun.
wow. i have just now realized that it is may. and not only is it now may, it is the 4th of may. now, usually this month would be of absolutely no importance to me, and i would shrug it off as any other useless month like march or april.. but may is the month in which i graduate. in exactly 8 days it will be my last day of high school ever. and on the 25th i will graduate. amazing, isnt it?
hooray for being happy and loved <3
-- katie
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| i <3 the Cubs and Greg Maddux fa sho |
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Oh my flippin' gosh!!!
hey all ;) its been awhile hasn't it . yes, well i have been pretty busy lately and the only reason i even remembered i had one of these things is because andrew reminded me (thanks dude!) Sooo a lot of stuff has happened lately i guess: first, for those of you who haven't seen me in awhile - I dyed my hair RED. haha yeah sure did. i dont really like it that much though so im thinking about changing it either back to brown or maybe try blonde first. a lot of people told me not to do blonde but FUCK THEM i'll do what i want! also i got a job ! at this pizza place, but i have only worked there 2 days and i already hate it more than anything.. so i dont think im gonna go anymore. but i did apply at a few other places so hopefully i hear back from them soon - lets see.. what else..
OH yes! today is my 2 month aniversary :) chase is so wonderful and he's got everything that i've wanted for so damn long.. im am just the luckiest girl!
Yesterday i went to his baseball games with libby chris and matt ! it was really a lot of fun, we won both games against the #6 team in the nation! how do ya like them apples? ICC really has an awesome baseball team ! plus the players are really REALLY really REALLY really hot.. (especially #8) but yeah it was nice to just sit outside and watch a baseball game again. i miss that from last year, its one of my all-time favorite things to do!
so for the past 2 weeks basil and i have been filming and putting together a movie for the film festival- its called Kick-Ass: The Movie and let me tell you.. it is so FUCKING KICK ASS!!! it is gonna be so sweet when we are done, you will just have to come see for yourself May 18 at Rave...
so school is almost out for good ! i have 16 days of school left until i am done with highschool forever. boy am i SUPER EXCITED! i was ready to graduate highschool since freshman year. there is just to much drama and bullshit and it really rubs off on me, and i dont need that. so this summer should be freakin' sweet and then next fall it's ICC for me.. for a year anyway and then i plan to transfer somewhere else. not sure where yet - maybe Michigan, maybe U of I, maybe somewhere else! i guess we will find out.. in the meantime i am just looking forward to the end of the school year/PROM! well, that is if i can go- my parents have been real bitches lately and are threatening not to fund me this year for my senior prom. how shitty can parents be? so if that ends up happening, im afraid i will have to miss out on my senior prom :( that would not be good, so lets hope katie can go !
well kiddies, its been fun but now i need to go write an english paper and do my econ. assignments
PEACE OUT YO'
<3 katie
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| my heart hurts |
[21 Feb 2005|01:10pm] |
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*I'm speechless*
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| Wow. I'm not even mad. That's amazing! |
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hey, friends, lovers, mothers, and other strangers! you're never going to believe what happened to me. oh my gosh huge news. i have met - are you ready for this? MR RIGHT. well Mr. Right-Now anyway. (Ba-da-bum! Goodnight folks I'm here all week hah) his name is Chase. he is cute with a capital "Q". and i forgot where i'm going with this, but the point is... me likey he, and he likey me. and i am very happy.
:)
on another note:
i have a worse sleeping schedule than a 10 year old child slave in an indonesian nike shoe factory
<3 katie
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